Goals ( P)

I am passionate about being the first in my family to graduate High School and attend college. As I stated in my previous blog I want to make it somewhere big in life and become so successful to the point where everyone knows my name where every I go. If that doesn't work out then I just want a successful career in which I make a lot of money. Some people believe money is th root to all evil but I strongly disagree. I believe money is the key to happiness honestly. Like my idol " Rihanna" said " Money make the world go round.... still got my money ". I don't believe money can buy love but money sure can buy happiness. For instance money doesn't betray you , break your heart, bring drama, non of that money just keeps you happy and gets you what ever you want. I just want to be successful independent. Its going to be an accomplishment to know that every dime I spent is mine.

Abortion ( FC )

The thought of abortion always brings some many controversial arguments  Some people are against it and others are for it. The pro-life as the supporters are called always have the same basic excuse " Oh what if it were you that were being killed", " the baby did not choose to be there" , " the baby is innocent" " the baby is innocent" the baby does not deserve this" or the most common one is " you shouldn't be having sex in the first place. My question to them is " Are you going to help the mother take care of the suppose baby ? " , " Are you willing and capable of helping the mothers with there responsibilities?" , " are you going to be able to erase all the flash back and painful memories the sight of the baby brings"?. I feel that people are always so quick to judge others they are always talking about the innocent baby but, do they ever stop to think about the person the baby is inside of , the person who feel every motion and sensation the baby sends, the one who has to provide and nurture the fetus. NO ! its always about the baby like get it together. If the mother knows that they are not capable of taking care of the baby or going to be able to be the best mother they could possible be then they have the right to terminate it. Why bring something into the world that you know is going to go through hell that right there is the actual terminate  If  I personally find out that I'm pregnant today regardless of what my parents think I would keep it if I knew was financially stable but if not I have no problem with an abortion. The safest way from this situation in my perspective is to just not have sex or have protected sex. But, just because you use a condom doesn't mean you wont get pregnant. Even thought abortion is against my religion and many other religions I still support it. Because in this world you have to be realistic and understanding  I am not bias and I believe a women should do whatever she think is best for her regardless of what your family,friends,or spouse have to say. You are the one with the baby inside of you not them. 

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WHITE LINES by Tracy Brown ( SSR)

                       Before telling you what I learned from this amazing novel. I would like to give a brief little summary about what the book is about and express things that grabbed my attention and made me more interested in the novel. Jada left home at the age of sixteen, running from her own demons and the horrors of physical abuse inflicted by her mother's boyfriend, whom she was raped by.  
                     She partied hard, and life seemed good when she was with Born, the neighborhood kingpin whose name was synonymous with money, power, and respect. But all his love couldn't save her from a crack addiction. Jada goes from crack addict and prostitute to survivor and back again before she finds the strength to live for her and come out on top. And her stormy romance with one of the fiercest hustlers on the streets makes it hard for her to stay away from the demon that's been calling her name (cocaine). 

                               He hates the drug but, he sells it because he's in it for the money. She told him everything about herself and he trusted her enough to allow her to deal with the drugs and help him back it to sell it. She was able to control herself for a good period of time until she meets Sunny. Bones trusted partner in crime girlfriend. Enough about the booklets get to what I learned about it because the way this book is set up I can’t stop talking about it when I start. This book had me very interested because it sounded like a story that was ripped right out of someone who experienced it life. 
                         
                        I adore stories that are realistic not only because it’s an urban fiction book and its main focus is not only about sex it gives very inspirational and lifelong messages that can help you in any situation. For example at first I was upset at Jada for being a crack head again after meeting born because I felt that there was no reason for her to because now she is living the good life. But, then I realized that all the money in the world could not replace the love of family that she never had. All she had was her little sister but, her little sister was sent away from her so she was stuck with her disgrace of a women called a mother and her alcoholic boyfriend. The thoughts of those things kept flashing back in her head and even Born the love of her life wasn't able to fill in that gap.

Ms. Horne ( Government ) ( ID)

In Ms. Horne's class we are doing a project on the cointelpro and how government allowed the rights of citizens to be violated and neglected. I made my connection with Doruba ( Robert Moore ) . Who was accused with the murder of two police officers with no proper accusation . They just framed him and had him spend 19 years in prison. He was later on found not guilty and released. The cointelpro is basically a legalized spying method brought into light by J Edgar Hoover  he was a cop and against the activist movements such as the black panthers and other activist parties so he brought up the plan of having each committee go against each other so that they can tell on each other. Because he was clever enough to think thoroughly that the only way to destroy a society is  by having them destroy themselves. His theory was very affective he was able to clash all different types of groups and organizations legally because the government supported him and other followers one hundred percent The cointelpro was a very terrible thing because it allowed false accusations to be made and people were being spied on with everything they do in there day day life. I think this is a despicable act and it supposedly stopped but , in my perspective it still continues on until today .

SUCCESS( P)

 I am passionate about being successful. I want to be the one in  my family to bring everyone out of the gutters. I hate the idea of seeing my father slaving everyday to make someone else's dream come to light. I really do not like the idea of working for someone else and my temper and attitude is built up the same way. I am going to become my own boss. A entrepreneur there for it is not up to anyone to hire or fire me. The thought of someone else having control of weather I eat or not kills my spirit. I am a very independent person. I have no problem being to myself because it gives me time to gather my thoughts and think about who I am and what I am doing with myself.Even the thought of having a dominating partner in any situation such as a boyfriend or husband still has me questioning my future , because in the future I look forward to having my own little family and providing them with things my parent were not able to provide for me. I refuse to spoil them though because I do not play those silly games. They are going to have to work for every penny even if not physically it will be done mentally. I want them to understand the value of money and success through hard work either academically or doing little chores around the house and not allow everything to just be handed to them. But , without education success is just a figment of the imagination so I am going to step my game up in English class because that is the only class I'm slacking in.

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